It's complicated. I'm a simple girl. Life shouldn't be so difficult. There is a "rest of the story" which I will reveal soon
You don't need to. We will all sympathize and start hinting to other FHC members to be on the look out for partner for you.
Here's the rest of the story....I have reunited with the man I worked with until he recently got a new job and I thought I'd never see him again. He is my end all. He is 10 years my junior...wink wink....and I LOVE him. He is everything all the others combined could only hope to be. We compromise on the bigger stuff...kids...lifestyles and don't sweat the little things. I'm grateful he waited through my experimental wanderings but that in itself reveals how he felt for me. So life is fantastic! It's all good!