Sorry to hear things are rough. If you are feeling depressed don't hesitate to get some professional help man. No shame in reaching out for help.
Prayers for you and the rough row your hoeing.May the lord see ya through and to brighter times.Lots of great friends here and advice to help you out.If anything else atleast talk to us here to get things of your mind.Just talking can sometimes relieve the situation so you can regroup.take care
Stay strong and remember that you can reach out for help to get thru this dark period. You have many friends here who are also willing to listen and help in any way possible. Prayers sent to help you thru trying times.
If the Good Lord can take care of the birds of the air, how much more can he care for you. Prayers for joy and brighter days ahead DB. As others have said if you are in a depressed state don't hesitate to get some help or counselling, clinical depression is real.
Prayers up. Remember that part of how you respond to difficulty and despondency is a choice. You can choose to turn away from the thoughts and feeling that get you down. Its not easy, and its something that must be done repeatedly, but it can become a habitual response and can save you from sinking further into mental and emotional darkness.
Stay strong DB. As others have said, find someone to talk to, either professional, doctor, pastor or good friend that can be trusted. We are all praying for you. FHC prayer list is a powerful force.